So, yeah....I haven't written in this thing for a very long time.   I wasn't really planning to, but I decided to let y'all know what's been up.

So I had my show.   It was fabulous!  Absolutely fabulous!   I know, whether everyone would like to admit it to themselves or not that it blew everything else out of the water.  I don't need anyone else's opinion.

Anyway...I auditioned for the Rock School in Philadelphia, but I don't think I'd want to go there all year-round  as I used to.   I've been looking at Central Pennsylvania Youth Ballet lately.  It seems like what I've been looking for, for a while now, and I hope it takes me to where I want to go. 

I've been to the club a few times in the past couple weeks.  It's been fun, but the time I had the most fun was this last Saturday night with Erik and Loree'.

I went to the coffee house last night, and it was alright.  I  saw Sammy Jo, I haven't seen her for a long time.  I really wanna hang out with her sometime soon.  Doug came and afterwards we went to the Hearth.   I've been sick lately, and I feel like shit.  Last night was pretty bad.  I feel better today, but I can already see that it's gonna get worse at night.  It always does.

Anyway....that about it for now.  I hope to keep y'all posted, but the schedule might get crazy again soon.

Love y'all!

Braden Barker

So, same thing as always, just got out of rehearsal, and hopefully be going to bed soon.  I have PSSAs tomorrow....it sucks.  

I'm getting really excited about our show, and after that, summer in New Jersey.   I'm excited to get my license and start hanging out with Erik, I really think it will take a lot of stress off of our relationship.  I love you baby.

I really want to start hanging out with more of my friends....you all know who you are.  Also, I could always use a few new ones.   Everyone can.   I miss everyone.

Soooooo.....I'll be auditioning for the Rock School again in a couple weeks for the year program......I'm really excited about it, and hope I get in.  But, ya know, I never know what else might come across soon.

I've been in a peculiarly good mood lately, and I have no idea why, but I've just been so absolutely fabulous.   It must be the weather...let's hope it lasts.

I really really really really really really don't know why I'm writing really soo much....I'm in a good MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!

Love,

Braden........

Love you baby Erik.

Yeah, well.   I've decided not to write anymore, but I wanted to start a new site because, well.... I feel like it.  haha...

I don't really know what to write, except that I love my boyfriend!   He is the most perfect person in my life right now. 

Also.  I've noticed that life sucks outside of dance, my family, and most definitely Erik.  Everyone else is so fake and like to kiss ass.  All the time.  Right now, I'm looking for a few reliable friends, who I can count on to be there for me when I need them.  I've never really had this.  People don't stay around long enough.  All I want is a drama-free friend.  Please do let me know if this is at all possible.

I hate drama.

l-o-v-e,

Braden.

I love you Erik.